Summer Life

The summer with all it's activities are powering up my energy, but also depressing me at the same time. The reason: patience. There are so many things pending that I want to happen, and I'm afraid something will go wrong, that I worried myself into depression. I did yoga this morning and it seemed to help. I'll go out for a walk later. Exercise  seems to help. I got a chance to get away for a couple of weekends, but something about being a tense caregiver is true for me. You can never let go enough to let yourself relax. There's always a worry in back of your mind someplace. I'm taking courses, they're helping me keep my mind active, but I'm too distracted. I've got to slow down. Stare at the sun. Try to enjoy some moments in my life, because, life is much too short. I see it flying past me, and I've got to stop. Right now and live in the moment.